Monday, November 30, 2009

My New Happinese and LIfe



>>>>>>>>My new BF that i take his picture at his house^^




I very love him so much o....i wan with him forever haha....i so miss him la....hahax...yrrrrr...im shame d la...hehe...From now on i dun wan think so much d...cuz i aready promise him d..i wan beggining my new life with him lolx......i hope we can forever o...my dear..hahax..although now i at KL study..but i owes go bck penang 2 c u o...i wan hug u la...u so cubby.....many my friends say u and me same face la...that day u say u wan to marry me after 7 years..at that time i so happy and wan with u until old la.....because i realy wan with u forever o.........MUckzzzzzzzzzzz


Dear i wan 2 tell u that i very in love with u d...plz dun think 2 much d k...cuz i from now on i dun wan think d...u kno why i will com KL 2 study although Penang oso have the same collage that same at here..? I com KL study bcoz i dun wan 2 c my ex again cuz i will sad and think all the negetive things...

so i run to KL..But how i kno when i kno u and be yr GF that time,i aready wan owes go bck to Penang cuz i oso dun kno y i will like this...and i owes feel that my heart owes towards to u....and i got a feel that i owes need u by my side...then sometime i will ask myself isn't it i aready love u?and are u aready open the lock of my heart that aready lock by my ex 2 years ago?bcoz after i brek with my 1st ex i aready have no feel aready although i last time have be with some guys together....oso is my ex but i hv no such a feeling that like u gv 2 me...


I truely tell u that,when i start to kno u that time,i no feel wan 2 love u.....bcoz that time i still cnt forget him........and i scare u just play play....and u oso good looking and im not so nice...scare u will fine another.......when i accept u,i feel that still cnt put my true heart 2 love u........how i kno when that day 18July;saturday nite we go to the bonodori that time i aready have a feel start to love you d coz i at that time very happy coz is my 1st time see firecreaker with my bf...and i aready long time no happy before d....then when i bck 2 KL i suddenly have a feel that wan 2 do more 1st time things that can bcom our new memories in my heart forever....


I very regreat that at between ogos until oktober that time cuz i owes schole,angry and dun wan 2 choi u...cuz that time i realy study and many things do and oso i wan 2 concentrade in my exam lo...so i no think about yr feeling...so i here wan to tell u that im very sory o....and hope u forgive me for the past....and now my gd bro aready kno u dun like that he owes b with me...my gd bro tell me that he wont owes b with me d ...cuz he kno yr feeling...he call u dun so scare...now he aready have a GF d...and before that i have told him that i only love u...cuz i aready is yr ppl d...now all ppl oso kno that u r my bf...cuz i got truly tell them..dun sad la...dear...i promise that i will b with u forever as long as u still love me and need me...dear on yr left owes is me hui ling the place...and i wan me owes in yr heart cuz if i can do it,sure u oso can......
Got 1 thing that i wan to tell u that im not same as yr all ex...cuz u tell me before that u owes control and annoyed your all ex...make until they break with u,after that u say u wan change d...but i dun wan u change i wan u control me and annoyed me..cuz i wan u be yourselves to love me...i like my bf to control and annoyed and care of me d...
dear...i realy love u d...i no lie u before k...and i got a news that i will go bck penang to study lo....cuz i realy need u a....T_T i at here owes think of u....plz dun think 2 much,can u promise me?cuz i can do it..and if u promise i sure fully forget him d...